Christine Tjia

I had tried to write this post a few times but find myself speechless in the end. I hv come to learnt that the most awful feeling is not able to cry. When Flappy lie on the bottom of the bowl perfectly still on one side of its body, I felt emotionless. Not sad, not happy, not devastated, not thrilled. Just emotionless.

I wanted to cry - very, very much but I can't. Just stood there and stared at Flappy. The next few days, zebra nagged and nagged of how gross it is (I now realized it really is gross!) to leave the 'corpse' lying there. She was nice enough to let me do the closure myself but only on the third day, I was ready.

Finally, pouring Flappy out, I cried like a bawling baby. Face wet, vision blurred, throat dried. But it felt good because I know that I can finally move on. Life has its beginning and its ends. And I am truly learning that death in any form is just part of the circle of life.

Oh well, I still hv my e-Flappy here in my blog! =)

= Flappy's first fight =
* Due to our amateurism in video tapping, you may hv to till yr head to yr left 90 degrees.

* It is my pride to say that Flappy (on the right) is fighting with all its might with Ying Yang Beng (on the left) but pls watch closely with how "mightily" YYB is fighting back. This is hilarious!




= Flappy's NG =
* I was being told that this video taken from a camera can not be uploaded to the youtube and it's better to use my fren's mobile to take the shots. Boy, what was I thinking !? Typing it makes me feel even more ridiculous ...



Pic - Taken on Labor Day: 1st May 2007